i got a shocking news.
great grndma jux passed awae dis morn.
why why why?
she was sucha nice person.
the last time i saw her was durin CNY.
it jux happened so fast.
REGRETS.
why din i spend mre time wif her wen she was alive?
during CNY she was oready so skinny
n i actually din visit her.
i know deres no point grieving now.
i know dere's no time 4 regrets ani mre.
it oready happened.
and the saddest thing is dat mama doesn't lemme go to her funeral
cos i hav sch and im sick.
dat means i cldnt even see her 4 da last time. why carn i go?
i want to go cos i wld live wif regrets
if i carn go c her 4 dat last time.
i want her to be etched in my memory foreva.
she was so nice to mi.
shes jux like a saint.
shes everything but things still turned out dis wae.
i was even tinking of visiting her dis sat
wen i got news dat she was in hospital.
but but but she cldnt hang on.
y mux dis world b so cruel?
why mux heaven take her awae?
she passed on peacefully.
mama told mi it was not a bad thing after all
cos she was struggling so hard in the hospital.
she wld hav 2 bear so much pain if it carries on.
still, i miss her.
i love her.
she'll be deeply missed.
great grndma jux passed awae dis morn.
why why why?
she was sucha nice person.
the last time i saw her was durin CNY.
it jux happened so fast.
REGRETS.
why din i spend mre time wif her wen she was alive?
during CNY she was oready so skinny
n i actually din visit her.
i know deres no point grieving now.
i know dere's no time 4 regrets ani mre.
it oready happened.
and the saddest thing is dat mama doesn't lemme go to her funeral
cos i hav sch and im sick.
dat means i cldnt even see her 4 da last time. why carn i go?
i want to go cos i wld live wif regrets
if i carn go c her 4 dat last time.
i want her to be etched in my memory foreva.
she was so nice to mi.
shes jux like a saint.
shes everything but things still turned out dis wae.
i was even tinking of visiting her dis sat
wen i got news dat she was in hospital.
but but but she cldnt hang on.
y mux dis world b so cruel?
why mux heaven take her awae?
she passed on peacefully.
mama told mi it was not a bad thing after all
cos she was struggling so hard in the hospital.
she wld hav 2 bear so much pain if it carries on.
still, i miss her.
i love her.
she'll be deeply missed.
WITH LOTSA ♥
7:07 PM
was supposed 2 be on MC todae
but mama sae i MUST go bck to take CT.
mei liang xin lorhh.
but aniwae its gd larh.
cos i studied on chem lerh.
den if nebar take ct will waste my time studying
as i know i will 4get those details soon.
so i guai guai went bck.
but wen i rch sch, security guard stop mi
ask mi y i late.
i sae i on MC cum bck for CT den he lemme in.
but ltr mrs TEO stopped mi at the canteen.
SUAY.
i told her i on MC liao lorh den she still ask mi go take LATECOMER SLIP frm security guard. so bad.
den CT dat time my head v. pain lorh.
but struggled thru. din do 2 ques. 3 mrks gone.
den the methyl orange thingy.. ans is yellow i go write red.
another 1 mrk gone. saddistic.
aft CT went hm again.
squeeze bus wif upper sec. sec 5s i tink.
fever finally subsided. yayness.
but mama sae i MUST go bck to take CT.
mei liang xin lorhh.
but aniwae its gd larh.
cos i studied on chem lerh.
den if nebar take ct will waste my time studying
as i know i will 4get those details soon.
so i guai guai went bck.
but wen i rch sch, security guard stop mi
ask mi y i late.
i sae i on MC cum bck for CT den he lemme in.
but ltr mrs TEO stopped mi at the canteen.
SUAY.
i told her i on MC liao lorh den she still ask mi go take LATECOMER SLIP frm security guard. so bad.
den CT dat time my head v. pain lorh.
but struggled thru. din do 2 ques. 3 mrks gone.
den the methyl orange thingy.. ans is yellow i go write red.
another 1 mrk gone. saddistic.
aft CT went hm again.
squeeze bus wif upper sec. sec 5s i tink.
fever finally subsided. yayness.
WITH LOTSA ♥
6:54 PM
sick.
went to c doc & my queue number was 40.
she was oni seeing 28 den.
so mi n mama decided 2 go bck n bath first.
45mins ltr we chiong dere
tinking dat we might b late
n den dey wun let us in.
but at dat time the doc onii seeing number 31 lorhh.
45min for like 3 person?!
wth.
in da end i waited for 2h45mins until my turn lorh.
damn fed up.
n den alot of pipol complain to counter sae dey wait v. long.
TSK.
so i was dwn wif high fever,
sore throat, cough n blocked nose.
got 5 medicines nid to eat
eeyer!
esp dat antibiotic.
big big one.
damn hard to swallow! ):
but got one thihng v. cute larhh.
doc measure my temp thru my ear den one side 38.3degree another side 38.5degree.
so CUTE!
mayb u dun tink so lah. im siao.
being sick is so not nice.
cnnt eat dis cnnt eat dat.
hais. its a torture.
went to c doc & my queue number was 40.
she was oni seeing 28 den.
so mi n mama decided 2 go bck n bath first.
45mins ltr we chiong dere
tinking dat we might b late
n den dey wun let us in.
but at dat time the doc onii seeing number 31 lorhh.
45min for like 3 person?!
wth.
in da end i waited for 2h45mins until my turn lorh.
damn fed up.
n den alot of pipol complain to counter sae dey wait v. long.
TSK.
so i was dwn wif high fever,
sore throat, cough n blocked nose.
got 5 medicines nid to eat
eeyer!
esp dat antibiotic.
big big one.
damn hard to swallow! ):
but got one thihng v. cute larhh.
doc measure my temp thru my ear den one side 38.3degree another side 38.5degree.
so CUTE!
mayb u dun tink so lah. im siao.
being sick is so not nice.
cnnt eat dis cnnt eat dat.
hais. its a torture.
WITH LOTSA ♥
6:46 PM
had ndp '08 contingent marching 2dae.
1st trng out of 5 trng.
sum trng gonna be held at JE sports hall.
but we are to make our wae dere OURSELVES
which means no transport provided.
sians.
every year at JE sport cultural hall.
no change one.
programmes oso nebar change.
only VIPs change.
no creativity.
but at least dere's air-con.
so i shant complain so mch.
we hav to be dere early on dat dae 2 help da chers arrange da chairs
den 8.50am march in 9.30 march out.
simple = not fun.
its exactly the same as last yr lorh.
y not dey record dwn on camcorder n replae it each yr?
once in a yr event den do da same each yr.
hais. pathetic.
aniwae mrs loh's treatin us to pizzas nxt tues(:
3 cheers 4 her XD
n shes organising the FREEDOM concert dis yr again(:
n she forkin out her own $$
we shld realli thnk her man.
but it looks like da sec 2s & 3s hab 2 skip da concert
cos it clashes wif our trng dates ):
still, her kindness is greatly appreciated(:
1st trng out of 5 trng.
sum trng gonna be held at JE sports hall.
but we are to make our wae dere OURSELVES
which means no transport provided.
sians.
every year at JE sport cultural hall.
no change one.
programmes oso nebar change.
only VIPs change.
no creativity.
but at least dere's air-con.
so i shant complain so mch.
we hav to be dere early on dat dae 2 help da chers arrange da chairs
den 8.50am march in 9.30 march out.
simple = not fun.
its exactly the same as last yr lorh.
y not dey record dwn on camcorder n replae it each yr?
once in a yr event den do da same each yr.
hais. pathetic.
aniwae mrs loh's treatin us to pizzas nxt tues(:
3 cheers 4 her XD
n shes organising the FREEDOM concert dis yr again(:
n she forkin out her own $$
we shld realli thnk her man.
but it looks like da sec 2s & 3s hab 2 skip da concert
cos it clashes wif our trng dates ):
still, her kindness is greatly appreciated(:
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:54 AM
kors bdae ytd ytd derh ytd.
he so 4tunate lorh.
his fwens bought him mp4 zen one summre.
JEALOUS.
one of dem even drew an artpiece of dem tgt
and frame it up for kor.
so swit of dem luhh.
but the drawing was errr... *speechless.
not 4getting the choco cake which dey did demselves.
tink it was edible luhh.
he so 4tunate lorh.
his fwens bought him mp4 zen one summre.
JEALOUS.
one of dem even drew an artpiece of dem tgt
and frame it up for kor.
so swit of dem luhh.
but the drawing was errr... *speechless.
not 4getting the choco cake which dey did demselves.
tink it was edible luhh.
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:49 AM
sadly those dat went 4 dat sports climbin thingy
all had muscle ache the next day.
mine lasted for arnd 5 daes.
P.E do pumping dat time was still hurtin lorhh.
but its betta than the 1st few daes wen our cramps started.
cldnt even rch my back when bathing.
not exaggerrating horh.
but we all agreed dat it was FUN! XD
so its worth it after all.
all had muscle ache the next day.
mine lasted for arnd 5 daes.
P.E do pumping dat time was still hurtin lorhh.
but its betta than the 1st few daes wen our cramps started.
cldnt even rch my back when bathing.
not exaggerrating horh.
but we all agreed dat it was FUN! XD
so its worth it after all.
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:44 AM
updates updates!(: been busy sleepin da past few daes XD
hmm.. 19july was sports climbin
at civil serivice club. indoor one.
very cool man.
budden wen we go dere, nerd nerd one..
tot we're supposed to climb the rock outside.
den we complain all the wae to the hall. lols.
but the coach sae we're not doing ROCK CLIMBING
we're doing SPORTS CLIMBING.
got difference one okay.
had theory lessons wif dem 1st
& understood mre bout the different types of climbing(:
den den.. they got dis gym mainly meant to train climbing derh.
is those kind dat got mattress blow derh. its so damn cool!
so dere's no nid for a belayer & u wun get hurt even wen u fall.
but sadly i scratched my elbow and bleeded.
njoyed ourselves dere man!
everyone got their chance to climb
& everyone rched da top XD
thou sum siao za bors were screamin their asses off.
videoed the process but all in xiang lao shi fone.
i love dat place so much.
got swimmin pool, gym, cafe, sports hall etc etc.
i still wan go n explore the place!
CONCLUSION: CLIMBING IS FUN X3!
hmm.. 19july was sports climbin
at civil serivice club. indoor one.
very cool man.
budden wen we go dere, nerd nerd one..
tot we're supposed to climb the rock outside.
den we complain all the wae to the hall. lols.
but the coach sae we're not doing ROCK CLIMBING
we're doing SPORTS CLIMBING.
got difference one okay.
had theory lessons wif dem 1st
& understood mre bout the different types of climbing(:
den den.. they got dis gym mainly meant to train climbing derh.
is those kind dat got mattress blow derh. its so damn cool!
so dere's no nid for a belayer & u wun get hurt even wen u fall.
but sadly i scratched my elbow and bleeded.
njoyed ourselves dere man!
everyone got their chance to climb
& everyone rched da top XD
thou sum siao za bors were screamin their asses off.
videoed the process but all in xiang lao shi fone.
i love dat place so much.
got swimmin pool, gym, cafe, sports hall etc etc.
i still wan go n explore the place!
CONCLUSION: CLIMBING IS FUN X3!
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:27 AM
i fil so lost.
geog com test & chinese class test on mon.
hab 2 read THREE long chaps on geog & NINE chaps for chinese.
whr do i get so mani space to store the info?!
2GB SD card not even enuff lorh -.-
& chinese lesson on mondae is gonna be damn sian.
cos aft geog com test is chinese lesson frm 12.30-1.25pm.
den aft chinese is chinese remedial frm 2-3pm.
den is math remedial frm 4-5pm.
pathetic life we've got man.
& on monday,
we still hab to report early at 7.30AM for photo-taking -.-
take foto 4 wad larhh.
watse time.
else i can slp summre derh lorh.
how dare dey take awae my slping n studyin time.
bad bad.
i was you-tubing on the syf and OC performance.
why oni take GOH derh?
not fair.
supporting contingent oso very impt one okay.
syf is still the best.
nvr gonna be erased off my mind.
i still wan to join syf '09!
but sadly i wld hav passed out oready..
mugging 4 my prelims lyk wad da sec4s ar doin now.
its scary.
why did things turn out liddat?
mayb everything's wrong frm da start.
i nvr knew it wld turn out like dis.
geog com test & chinese class test on mon.
hab 2 read THREE long chaps on geog & NINE chaps for chinese.
whr do i get so mani space to store the info?!
2GB SD card not even enuff lorh -.-
& chinese lesson on mondae is gonna be damn sian.
cos aft geog com test is chinese lesson frm 12.30-1.25pm.
den aft chinese is chinese remedial frm 2-3pm.
den is math remedial frm 4-5pm.
pathetic life we've got man.
& on monday,
we still hab to report early at 7.30AM for photo-taking -.-
take foto 4 wad larhh.
watse time.
else i can slp summre derh lorh.
how dare dey take awae my slping n studyin time.
bad bad.
i was you-tubing on the syf and OC performance.
why oni take GOH derh?
not fair.
supporting contingent oso very impt one okay.
syf is still the best.
nvr gonna be erased off my mind.
i still wan to join syf '09!
but sadly i wld hav passed out oready..
mugging 4 my prelims lyk wad da sec4s ar doin now.
its scary.
why did things turn out liddat?
mayb everything's wrong frm da start.
i nvr knew it wld turn out like dis.
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:39 AM
ADVERTORIALS!
R cube
Purchase a 5$ ticket from councillors (esp yeemun. she got 4 mre)
to gain free admission
to Sentosa on the 10th August(Sunday).
By purchasing, u're oso doing ur part for charity.
You'll oso get a "friendship" band in black FOC.
Humans Challenge
Go down to Dunman Secondary
on 26july
to support yeemun/karthik & gang on their CH project.
Sale of kit-kat
Go down to jurong east fairprice (nxt to jec)
on 19july (sat) to support peirong(: & the guides family
teachers like mrs loh & ms faith will oso b dere i guess.
so show 'em ur support XD
R cube
Purchase a 5$ ticket from councillors (esp yeemun. she got 4 mre)
to gain free admission
to Sentosa on the 10th August(Sunday).
By purchasing, u're oso doing ur part for charity.
You'll oso get a "friendship" band in black FOC.
Humans Challenge
Go down to Dunman Secondary
on 26july
to support yeemun/karthik & gang on their CH project.
Sale of kit-kat
Go down to jurong east fairprice (nxt to jec)
on 19july (sat) to support peirong(: & the guides family
teachers like mrs loh & ms faith will oso b dere i guess.
so show 'em ur support XD
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:25 AM
ohmygawd! im so free dis week.
mon - lessons quite slack.
tues - no cca. FINALLY early dismissal.
wed - celebrate racial harmony dae. tink aft assembly no mre remedials barh.
thurs - its another boring dae. but hu cares? look below!
fri - no cca! woolala. lessons end at 11.30am to celebrate the success of OC!
sat - rock climbing at sum random ulu place. yayness.
i dunnoe why, but a week w/o cca makes mi fil good.
at least i dun have to squeeze onto the packed bus wif so mani different-color-skin pipol & end up gettin hm at 8pm tired & fed up.
i will owaes rmb dat kor owes mi sakae buffet. ( KOR U SEE DIS?! )
BLEAH!
mon - lessons quite slack.
tues - no cca. FINALLY early dismissal.
wed - celebrate racial harmony dae. tink aft assembly no mre remedials barh.
thurs - its another boring dae. but hu cares? look below!
fri - no cca! woolala. lessons end at 11.30am to celebrate the success of OC!
sat - rock climbing at sum random ulu place. yayness.
i dunnoe why, but a week w/o cca makes mi fil good.
at least i dun have to squeeze onto the packed bus wif so mani different-color-skin pipol & end up gettin hm at 8pm tired & fed up.
i will owaes rmb dat kor owes mi sakae buffet. ( KOR U SEE DIS?! )
BLEAH!
WITH LOTSA ♥
10:15 PM
outdated pics.
6july:
gannkor made dis(:
im a greedy girl(:
11july ( CWSS OC '08 ):
girl guides contingent(:
cam ran out of batt so onii managed 2 took a few pics.
durin camp enrolment ceremony:
dat was a long wae bck i noe. ( picture credits to liyun [: )
WITH LOTSA ♥
9:44 PM
yippee.
2dae had a fab dinner in advanced to my bdae.
crab was included(:
yayness.
& tmr's ganns family and grndma cuming over XD
heard dat gann kors making a bdae cake for mi(8
which means im left wif mondae 2 chiong my hmwrk n get ready 4 oral.
i've got no life man.
while pipol are shopping awae, im at hm mugging for tues mt oral.
saddistic.
its so not fun to hav ur burfdae clashing wif o lvl oral.
im getting cold feet now.
my brains not functioning well animre.
xll tested mi oral and my mind went completely blank.
dats sad.
looks lyk i've to buck up mre!
mre and i mean it.
can i skip tues preview OC?
cos i bet aft oral my feet will go numb..
hope everything goes well enuff.
2dae had a fab dinner in advanced to my bdae.
crab was included(:
yayness.
& tmr's ganns family and grndma cuming over XD
heard dat gann kors making a bdae cake for mi(8
which means im left wif mondae 2 chiong my hmwrk n get ready 4 oral.
i've got no life man.
while pipol are shopping awae, im at hm mugging for tues mt oral.
saddistic.
its so not fun to hav ur burfdae clashing wif o lvl oral.
im getting cold feet now.
my brains not functioning well animre.
xll tested mi oral and my mind went completely blank.
dats sad.
looks lyk i've to buck up mre!
mre and i mean it.
can i skip tues preview OC?
cos i bet aft oral my feet will go numb..
hope everything goes well enuff.
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:51 AM
random shot.
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:47 AM
outdated pictures from syf.
im gonna miss those daes whr we all bonded tgt & got high!XD
cheers to guiding!
& im not gonna forget ishra, nicole, jieling, jiashun & fann howe!
u guys & girls are so fun to be wif.
& of cos not 4getting my fellow guiders,
ahma, mother, dajie(or isit erjie?) & meimei!
u all are absolutely great sistas!
ohya btw picture credits all to meimei cos i grabbed frm her blog derh.
shh.
im gonna miss those daes whr we all bonded tgt & got high!XD
cheers to guiding!
& im not gonna forget ishra, nicole, jieling, jiashun & fann howe!
u guys & girls are so fun to be wif.
& of cos not 4getting my fellow guiders,
ahma, mother, dajie
u all are absolutely great sistas!
ohya btw picture credits all to meimei cos i grabbed frm her blog derh.
shh.
WITH LOTSA ♥
12:31 AM