i got a shocking news.
great grndma jux passed awae dis morn.
why why why?
she was sucha nice person.
the last time i saw her was durin CNY.
it jux happened so fast.
REGRETS.
why din i spend mre time wif her wen she was alive?
during CNY she was oready so skinny
n i actually din visit her.
i know deres no point grieving now.
i know dere's no time 4 regrets ani mre.
it oready happened.
and the saddest thing is dat mama doesn't lemme go to her funeral
cos i hav sch and im sick.
dat means i cldnt even see her 4 da last time. why carn i go?
i want to go cos i wld live wif regrets
if i carn go c her 4 dat last time.
i want her to be etched in my memory foreva.
she was so nice to mi.
shes jux like a saint.
shes everything but things still turned out dis wae.
i was even tinking of visiting her dis sat
wen i got news dat she was in hospital.
but but but she cldnt hang on.
y mux dis world b so cruel?
why mux heaven take her awae?
she passed on peacefully.
mama told mi it was not a bad thing after all
cos she was struggling so hard in the hospital.
she wld hav 2 bear so much pain if it carries on.
still, i miss her.
i love her.
she'll be deeply missed.
WITH LOTSA ♥
7:07 PM